Projector Empowerment

Projector Empowerment Aura Until you can reorganize your physical life, the beings in your life, the auric world that you live in, then everything is just being reinforced. Reinforcement all the time, the same old stuff over and over again. With the same reasons, re-rehashed and the same stuff. And you don't get to go to the party. You don't get to enjoy the beauty of what it is to be a projector. I don't know a lot of projectors that are in that place because you have to go through certain processes. Number 1 you need a seven year deconditioning process. That’s what Human Design is all about. You entered Human Design and start following strategy and authority. It takes seven years cellularly, it takes seven years to change the basic mechanism, so that you get rid of the conditioned memories that are being held in the cell. So already you are dealing with time. It takes Time these things. Projectors are very slow in the way in which they develop their journey in human design. I watched it for so long and it is because it takes momentum until they begin to see recognition upon recognition as you begin to see that world around you, those beings around you, the way in which they operate. You begin to recognize the inherent truth in that. You get closer and closer, to seeing what is possible for you. But you see until you are really surrendered and surrender is just strategy and authority. There isn’t anything else. Surrender is about allowing yourself to be freed from your mind's control of your decision-making. I've already described you because of the nature of your recognizing function. Your mind, your mind is a minefield. Your mind is the place where all the trouble is. We always have this duality with everything in our nature and mentally this is a fundamental duality. Your mind on one side is the great horror show that's going to just drive you crazy and mind on the other side can be a very beautiful thing. You have to see that as long as your mind is involved in your decision-making process that your mind is moving you, that your mind is driving you, that your mind is pointing you, you're in trouble. Because that's not the way it works. It doesn't. Mind does one thing really well. It measures, it measures. It doesn't really know whether this thing over here as opposed to that thing over there, is really the better of the two. It just measures. It's says this thing overhere is over there and this thing there is over here. That's it. But of course we have pressure on our minds as not-self that our minds are going to run our lives. Because that's the way we were raised and that's the way we were conditioned. So you force your mind to make a choice. You say to your mind “well is it going to be this or is it going to be that?” I've got a great story - a guy wakes up one morning, and his mind says to him we need to change. We need to change. Let's sell everything we have, quit our job and go to Las Vegas and put all that money at the roulette table on 18 black. Guy wakes up the next morning his mind telling of the same thing. Come on let's do it, we need to change our lives. I know this is going to work, this is really going to be terrific. I know that, I’m your mind, listen to me. This is really good work. Let's do all of that. Of course eventually he sells everything, he quits his job, he goes to Las Vegas, he goes to the roulette table. He takes all his money. He puts it on 18 black. It comes up 14 red. his mind says “shit!” Cause this is what mind does and then mind says: “well okay! Let's do this now. Everybody in their life knows this. Your mind telling you to do something, you do the whole damn thing, blows up it's not like your mind does a mea culpa! “Oh I'm so sorry! I blew that one. I don't know how. I got that one wrong. Punish me. No it's Hey! next one! I got this one on my list. Let's try this thing over here. That strikes back. Let's see if it works. This is mind. And you have all these human beings “oh yeah, I really trust my mind. Mind doesn’t know... It is why in human design you have a strategy and authority to avoid the mind making decisions. Where your mind is a delight, is outer authority! You’re a projector, you’re here to guide. Use all that measuring as outer authority for the other, for your three generators. Larry, Curly and Moe, you tell them to do their thing. “You do this, you do that, you do that.” That's what you're really good at. You get it all out. But not inside, this does not work. Your mind is not going to find the answer for you. Will never find the answer for you. And of course, because you're so good at making up reasons, I mean think about what that's like if your emotional and you're a projector. You’re emotional and you’re a projector and you wake up in the morning and you're down in your wave. You have some of the most incredible reasoning that will go with that. “I'm down in my wave because…”

and you got more because’s and more reasons than anybody else. You could ultimately blame the entire universe for your mood. The same thing if your projector in your individual. You wake up in the morning and you're melancholic. And you're going “I'm sad because of you.” The insanity of making up reasons for chemistry, for mechanics, it’s just mechanics after all. Then people waking up in the morning down in their wave. They don't think mechanics. They think somebody did this to me and they come up with all the reasons and of course if you’re a projector you're open to you take those beings in very deeply. It becomes a whole endless attachment and blame game: Let go of that stuff, it’s never going to live what’s you. It's not in the reason making for yourself. It's not about your mind being clever enough to guide you. And then you put yourself into a way of life that honors what you are, you're not here to suffer after all. I mean you know you coming onto this plane and the God said you don't have to work. That's not suffering. If you know how to get there. You know we all have these beautiful things that are possible for us of the way in which we can fulfill our potential to be a projector. This is something that is really a gift. But to realize that gift, you have to do with conditioning. You have to be able to see it, you have to be able to recognize it, you have to be able to accept it. Otherwise you can’t transcend it. Otherwise you can't turn that conditioning into wisdom. When you look at your chart those things that are colored in, that's the student. Those things that are white, all those gates channels, centers that are open this is where you go to school in life. And this where you can become wise and what can destroy you. As a projector you need to neutralize all those white places. You need to see them for what they are. And put them each in their part in the proper place. And then and then you can really make a difference in your life.

Recognition The basic theme of what it is to be a projector, is the theme of recognition. Look at all the other types, there really isn't anything that's like that, that is, it's the only thematic of the type that point specifically towards awareness and intellectual development. And I think it's one of the real dilemmas that projectors have particularly projector children, who are raised incorrectly and all the things that go with that, is not being able to see your proper place on the material plane. I think it's one of the most difficult things for projectors is to find a place on the material plane. After all we live on the planet that's dominated by energy types and specifically by generators and generators are here to work. This is what they're here for. This is what that energy is all about. It becomes the dynamic theme of the way in which, generators brought Calvinism, start it's the generator frequency of working hard and being satisfied in your work and enjoying the rewards of your hard labor. And it's really what has infected humanity, that is the rest of us we’re not generators and I can include myself as one, I’m a manifestor, manifestors, projectors, reflectors, we have undefined sacral centers. We incarnate onto the planet. We come out of the womb. And there's already help-wanted and job direction signals that are immediately placed in front of us. And there's this incredible shock that goes through the projector and goes through the manifestor or reflector when they actually enter into the world. I mean you come into the world with the assumption that you're just going to slide along. Because that's what it is to be nonsacral. You're here to just slide along. Life is very nice. If you think about the non-sacral being, the non-sacral being is here to know how to enjoy life. The sacral being is here to work. The work is the enjoyment. In the work is the satisfaction. But for the rest of us, the work is the burden. I mean it's a real burden and the only thing about being a non-sacral being and living on this planet is that we’re the ones, that when we stand there at the altar of adulthood, if we look out of that horizon of work, we go “shit!” “Really? I've got to do this?” Not only do I have to do this, do I have to be paid so badly? That I don't have enough money to enjoy myself and I'm here to enjoy myself and that they tell me that the only way I'm going to enjoy myself is if I work more! So, I have more money for the eight minutes out of every day that I can enjoy. This is the shop that comes to a non-sacral being. It's like, Wooow, I didn't come here to work, you didn't come here to work. You didn't come here to be a slave on the material plane. You did not. You did not come here to be burdened by the ordeal of work. Getting up in the morning, all of those horrendous things that you have to do. Waiting for a paycheck. Seeing that most of it is been taken by some government somewhere This is horror for projectors, I mean horror for projectors. Basically, if you could tune into what they thought, they thought, they were going to get, when they arrived here, it would look very different. They would say: “I have three generators. They work and I'm going to sit here and I want to guide them in my wisdom. So, that they get real satisfaction out of

their work. And they are going to pay me, whatever I like. Because this is fundamentally what projectors are all about. You're not here to put your shoulder to the wheel. This is generator work. Grind away, build things. But then again, they've got this very powerful motor that defines what they are. It does, we don’t have that. And what you have as projectors is that you only have one thing, one thing, that gives you that gateway to not being the slave. I used to joke that my job in this life was to free slaves. I was referring to generators because they are the natural slaves. But then of course you have the super slaves that's you. This is the projector in the world. Super, super, super slaves. I mean uber slaves, the ultimate slaves are projectors. Ultimate slaves. Because you end up amplifying all that work, work, work, work, work, work, work. You’re conditioned to it. You get locked into it. You spend your whole life exhausted. I mean exhausted. Most projectors get to the end of the day and it's like pfff… Is there, can I have a break here? Can I have a really long break? And you're too exhausted! You end up going to sleep and wake up to the horror, that you've got a do it all over again. And there is nothing more dangerous for projectors then being exhausted. You're not here to work. You're not. You’re here to think. You’re here to see. You are here to express an outer authority that provides guidance. You're here to organize energy. You are here to guide energy. And you're here to get rewarded for that. You're not here to be the worker. You're not. And you see, it's like if you go back to the Hindu, Brahman, India. Go back to that that whole tradition. They developed a caste system, which wasn't particularly racial as a caste system. It was occupational. You have certain hierarchies, every caste had its own job that it, did this is the way it worked, you’re a cast! This is the projector cast and you all should be raised in the moment you come into the world to be guides. From the moment that you come into the world, to be trained to take supervisory management positions. I mean there is nothing like the horror of a projection of projector on the floor of the factory. I mean wow maybe 25 years of horror later, they might get to middle-management and suddenly have a certain kind of relief that they finally made made their way out of that morass. I see projectors with their businesses and their stuff. They Drive themselves mad. Because are flying around on the slave energy. Trying to be generators. Trying to get things done. Trying to build things, instead of being in a natural position where they are guiding other people to do that, to do that. It's not like all the generators in the world would enjoy this description. They wouldn’t. I mean they've been freed as slaves. It’s not like they want to be somebody else's “you do this, you do that.” It’s what makes it so different this ascendancy of the projector, the presence now of this projector force on the planet and there's a lot of you after all. I mean 1 and 1/2 billion projectors on planet Earth. That’s a lot of projectors. A lot of super slaves. It's a lot of people that are going to die, to soon, of exhaustion of complete absolute fatigue and burnout. Because this is the greatest threat for projectors. This is how generators kill off projectors. And they do! Right? You’re a projector and you’re living with a generator. It all sounds good on paper, right? Only on paper does that sound good. Only. Yeah, you’re a projector right? You got this energy inside of you and it's bubbling and it's cooking and it’s amplifying and you're dealing with that energy. The typical projector generator couple, they are sitting in front of the television. The generator is been doing all the cranking, the projector is amplifying. The generator says I'm tired, I’m going to sleep, the projector stays in front of the tube for hours, for hours, on the generators energy. Not theirs. And then they're absolutely exhausted. You have things like sleep apnea, all of these problems that people have with their backs, with their kidneys, all of this is projector ailments. Go to sleep exhausted, go to sleep burned out, wake up in the morning not refreshed, get caught in the same cycle. No, I’m not suggesting that you never have anything to do with generators. What I'm suggesting is that you be wise, in the nature of your relationships. There's two things to understand about being here on this plane in this life. One is you have to be correct for yourself. The next is you go to turn around and see that the world is filled with people so you got to deal with them. And you really do need to be able to discern, who is correct for you and what is correct for you. The first thing to understand about what it is to be an adult projector, is that an adult projector has already long ago abandoned the fact that they are at the top of the heap. They never got to see it, They never got to realize it, they don't believe it. Remember that only the projector is given such a thing as success as a signature. That's a very difficult thing. Because it means that failure, is so much a part of what it is to be a protector. That failure is always lingering for the projector and it's the failure that comes when the projector is not a projector and is not ready to claim their rightful place. Look, in a world that's been run by not-self generators for so long, everybody's chasing after things. This is the way you’re conditioned when

you’re coming into the world. This is the way your culture works. It’s pointing you towards chasing after this and chasing after that and you've got to get this and you gotta get that, you have to do this, you have to do that. You’re a projector. If you're really a projector everybody who ever gets to know you at some level or another will resent the fact that you're good at it. Because if you're really a good projector, boy do you slide! Things just come your way. They're just there. Everybody else is struggling for this and that, you're just, it's just there. And you don't get that, until you are all hundred percent ready, to see if it's there. It's the most difficult thing about being the projectors, that you’re so deeply conditioned that is very difficult, to just let go and start from scratch! Cause you got all this stuff that you're hooked on and all of the stuff, that you think, because you're very connected to the way in which life on the planet is organized. In other words you're designed to have a specific relationship, to the other two groups all of those things. Because you can never develop that, as long as you like them. As long as you're not what you are. Only when you're ready to be a projector, really ready to be a projector, will you see that it's all there for you. Otherwise you don't get the slide. You don't, you really don't. And that's what your life is about. You are not tied down by generating and manifesting. They have rules! And their rules are heavy rules. They have their own trip. It's not who you are. You're here to recognise.

Awareness Remember what is so important for you as projectors, that you don't have the same kind of capacity to be able to recognize nuance changes in those connections that you have with others. As I described you because of the nature of your aura, because the aura is so focused, you take in this very deep conditioning level. That means that all of that conditioning can be very, very powerful. So when somebody gives you an invitation and the invitation is correct according to strategy and authority, all you're getting is a sort of a larger surface entry point. This is something that says okay, okay you’re going here. This is all right. However, it's going to turn out but in terms of the tools that you need, to measure that as you go along. If you’re a generator somebody says “would you like to have dinner?” you “aha”. You go to dinner. This is an ongoing process of affirmation or whatever your authority is. As a projector it doens’t work that way. It doesn't. As a projector that invitation simply opens you up to that connection and if you don't have tools, you can't tell really where that's going and you can't tell when it's not correct for you. This is one of the things to understand about what is to be a projector and what it is to be with other beings you're NOT here to be with somebody ALL THE TIME. This is something really to grasp about being a projector. You need to distance. You can have a nice long term healthy relationship friend, lover whatever the case may be, child whatever the case maybe, but you need to see that you need to have your space and you need to be able to pull back. Because if you don't pull back, your being pulled deeper and deeper into the conditioning field. Again remember, you don't necessarily have the tools to distinguish when those relationships are getting to a point where you need to pull back. For example PERSPECTIVE (color Personality nodes), the way you look at things. You get an invitation from somebody, you enter into that correctly, but the reality is if you're watching your process during the course of the time you're with them, you'll notice that there'll be a shift to your distraction. You're suddenly being pulled away from what's correct for you and it is in those moments where you need to recognize you’re being conditioned and watch that conditioning. Because this is what it's all about. And being able to SEE the conditioning, gives you a way out. Very hard for projectors to go like this. It's very hard to say “I need your generating and manifesting but not now” There's this fear that you don't get it back, there's this fear that you lose it. There is this deep deep drive inside to hold onto… that connection no matter how you end up rationalizing that in your design. So it becomes very important for you to begin to see the way in which you are being influenced on an ongoing basis by those beings around you. And remember why we see this. Not to end the relationship. This is not about that. It's not about saying “this person is terrible for me and I never want to see them again”, it isn't about that at all. It's about your potential, to actually SEE them conditioning you. Most people think that you need to have a solution “Let's stop the conditioning and so on… We don't want to stop conditioning. The only time that you can stop conditioning, is when you die. Conditioning ends at death. Until then it's a part of our lives. It doesn't have to be something that's negative. It doesn't it. It could be the most fascinating thing in your life. I have an undefined

emotional system. I find emotional people hilarious, even when they’re most screwed up people on the planet. Hilarious “look at that persons going through their wave”. If you don't have something, it doesn't have to be your problem in life. It is what you learn, is what you get to see, is what you get to watch, you know is what the movie is all about for you. And gets quality to your development as a as a conscious being. What's very important is that, if you trust your strategy and authority, you will see that you have time to fulfill the privilege of why you're here. Which is to be where? It’s just to see. So this is a seeing technique. It’s about allowing you to get to that place in your passenger consciousness where you're watching the conditioning rather than being lost in it. Because you don't have to be lost. When you notice that somebody is changing the way you look things. Your passenger consciousness is there to smile in those moments: “Look at this”. They are changing the way that I'm looking at things. Isn’t that bizarre. They're actually doing that. They don't even know they're doing that to me. And they're doing that, is not their fault, it’s just their design. They're doing it to me, and when you see that, first of all, all the dilemmas you have with these people stop being so personal. Because the way anybody impacts you, leads to you as a projector, going into your reasoning trip. When you go into all of this stuff about, what you think, you think you think, you think you recognize! Instead of to see. Instead of being out of the value system. How much are they fucking me up and why. And just seeing this, is what happens when I'm with them. That's all. Now sometimes that'll actually be fun. Because remember if you're being distracted in the way in which you look at things, this isn’t necessarily bad. I mean some people taking their distraction and give you the advantage of having that counterpoint, in the way in which you look at things. There's nothing wrong with it. There's nothing wrong with any of these things that happen to us. It's the way we interpret them. It’s what we do with the interpretation and the way we turn the interpretation into action. “Hey, this is what this person did to me, I'm going to punish him”. Instead of this person did this to me, they were helpless so was I. Interesting movie. And if you don't like what they did to you, don't have anything to do with them. It's so simple and it's not about they’re a jerk and I don't ever want to see them again. It's that things aren’t good when were together. It just doesn't work. Nothing personal. Take your “just doesn't works” and put it with somebody where it works you know and take it out of my trip. But it's not about saying to them, what lovers love to say to each other. If only you could be different. You could still be my friend. If only you could be different and of course that's not the point. And because projectors recognize, that becomes their trip, right? I recognize that you're like that. If you could be like this, then you and I could be friends. You and I could be lovers. It's not the story. The only time you're ever going to be free, is if you’re really free. And the only way you're ever going to be free, is if you free everybody else. You free them all. They’re free to be what they are. You don't have to take them home and screw them. You will have to take them home and feed them, you don’t have to look after them, you don’t have to do all of that. There's no rule with all of that. What you can do is see, see and then you get to see who's there for you, who isn’t there for you. You get to see that those beings that are there for you, what happens? Where do they take you? And again it's not about blaming. It's about discovery. It's about finding out how these things work. The deeper and deeper you recognize the mechanics, the easier it is for you to surrender to your life. There's nothing else. I mean, it's not like the frog and the Princess. There's nothing else. This is it! This is the movie. All you can do is exalt the movie through your awareness. You're not going to be able to change the script and the script is written in your design. Literally, literally written in your design!

Surrender

The moment you look at your design and you see your openness. The first thing that you can look at is that's where I get conditioned, that's where I'm vulnerable, that's where I’m open, that's where the other could influence me. But the moment you're operating correctly, that is the moment that you’re operating without your mind being the decision-making agency, that is, you’re operating through your strategy and authority, that openness then becomes your potential WISDOM. It becomes the thing you really get to master! Because it's the thing you're constantly taking in from different sources, you can assess, it you can recognize it, you can put your label on it, you can deal with it. so you’re non-energy-type. Think about that! The world is dominated by energy types. 75% of humanity are energy types. So, the projector is here to understand, to have wisdom about the way in which energy is used. It all goes back to energy. If I'm talking to a generator, I'm saying to them:

“look, the only way you're ever going to be satisfied in this life, the only way is to be able to use your energy, in a way that is satisfying for you. In other words, if you use your energy effectively as a generator, you're going to be content, you’re going to be satisfied.” but the generator can't decide how to use their energy, because that's not their gift. Their gift is to respond to direction. The gift is to respond to stimulus and is that stimulus is going to move them to use their energy correctly. Now you're here to deliver the stimulus! This is what projectors are for. Most projectors end up struggling in the whole ladder business. Struggling financially, struggling in the hierarchy, all of those things, because they are constantly being conditioned to play out a role that is not theirs. It's not theirs. If you’re a projector and you're going for a job in which you do not have guidance responsibility, you're in the wrong work! It’s not what you're here to do. And I can hear all of that stuff, the not-self questions that arise out of that kind of statement. Well what am I going to do? There's not all those jobs available? And blah blah blah I gotta make a living… But you’re… a projector! Until you surrender to be a projector, you won’t see that those things are there! You can’t. It's like saying to a projector that you cannot find love. You can't find it. Yo can’t chase it. You can’t look for it… Because it's never going to be the love that matters. You have to be invited into love. If you're not invited into love, there's nothing to do. There isn’t and the response is always the same. “But, but, who is going to invite me? How long do I have to wait? And it's never going to happen. It's not true!” But that's the not-self. So, it's the not-self experience of never being who you are. Never being a projector. I know so many projectors. They're not projectors. Yes, they have certain traits, that we can all distinguish as projector traits. And most of those are seen in the negative because their subject to conditioning. And you see all of these things about where you are in the hierarchy and what it means to really be accomplished as projector is about surrendering. You have to surrender. You have to surrender to waiting! This is the great killer. This is the conditioning that comes from Western consciousness. It says if I don't do it now, it’s not gonna happen. If I wait it's never going to come. Basically I'm not worthy, why should it come to me. And who’s going to invite me to good job, love, blah blah blah and all that stuff. Untill you live the projector life you don't get that. You really don't. I mean I can feel it in your frequency. I know this movie. Been there done that. It's very easy to look at information and say “oh yes, interesting, oh, oh, that’s true, oh yeah, I know that, oh yeah! I’m a 3, you’re a 6, I’m a 9. You’re this, you’re that… I know all that!” But living it? Living it is another story entirely. First of all it means you have to start at the very basic of dealing with the fact that your mind is screwing up your life. This is where you start. You start with understanding that your mind is been interfering with your possibility for success from day one. This is the mental trip of so many projectors, not just projectors. But in projectors, because you're here to recognize, it gets so convoluted and distorted in the way in which you go through all these mental machinations over all of these minuity in your process. and most of it because there are things that you meet resistance coming projectors meet resistance all the time, all the time. I mean get into the elevator with a generator who doesn't know their generator. Say something to them. They’ll immediately show you resistance. I mean instantaneously. Where were you putting your energy in before? Back off! Until you really live what it is to be a projector and the only way that you could do that number 1 is, your mind asked to stop ordering you around. Because that's what it's doing. It orders you around. It's this thing that doesn't know 18 black from 14 blue. It doesn't know. It's not going to give you the answer. Your mind is never going to give you your answer. It doesn't do that. Doesn't know what it is anyway. And isn't going to find it out. All I can do is go like this “there's this and there's this, there's this and there is that”. This is the mind, it isn’t going to do anything else for you. The way in which human beings operate on this plane is that they take what their mind says: “oh, we shouldn't do that today” and then the next thing they're doing is calling somebody up and canceling. If your mind runs your life, you're never, ever going to know success. You can’t. It's not its job. And all your mental stuff does is it sets you up into situations where you've got to find energy that you don't have, in order to be having to deal with problems, you didn't want. And the years that it takes you, bad marriages, bad investments, goes on and on and on. And it's not like when your mind tells you to do something - all goes to hell - that you suddenly you decide, your mind, he's not going to do that for you anymore. Cause that just what it does! I will tell you some other cockamamie thing to do, off you go… Well this time, until the bitterness gets so heavy, you get so sour about all that, you basically give up, you just find someplace to be a slave and you just spend the rest of your life being a slave. Making somebody else successful. Having somebody else take your auric power and converted into their process. You don’t want that? At the same time to be a projector is actually a deeply radical thing. It is. See until

you get to the point where you are ready to die of boredom, waiting for something to happen. Only when you can make that step. Only when you're ready to just say if it all falls apart, I’ll deal with it. Just watch the movie and see what comes to you. It amazes me, I get so many people who have relationships one way or another to the New Age. All these fuzzy people, there always talking about spirituality and surrender at all of this stuff. Well then, it should be easy no? You live the life of a projector, which means that you will allow life to deliver. It does, we’re so busy trying to get life to be what we want it to be. Generators mostly. This pattern that we've established, that we change the topography, that we play with evolution. We do all of these things, we’re doing all of this manipulation. You’re here just to let it come to you! It’s actually there. I mean that's the magic. That's when you finally get that smile on your face. That says all I didn't realize it was there. It is there. Think about what happens to you when you are following strategy and authority. Your body, the only part of you that really has any right to navigate on this plane, is your body because it's part of the material context, it is what it is. You follow your strategy and authority and your body surfs the Maya. It moves its way through. Not to be concerned and yet it's so threatening isn’t it? Because of course you're all caught up in projector-not-self-projector clinginess, the clinging, holding onto that little piece of energy over there. This little thing over there, having to run around and do all of that stuff, that you don't really want to do, but at the same time, you don't really want to let go of the safety valves, that you sneak in those little manifesting moments. And that's the killer, because you're either going to be a projector or not. You're either going to live what it is to be a projector or not. There is no middle ground. Honestly there is absolutely no middle ground.

On-to-one If you’re a projector, one of the things that's really essential to keep in mind is that families are very, very distorting. There are people that are really designed for that. If you’re a generator, you're designed to envelop. You're designed to take in those sorts of others. They go to Thanksgiving dinner and despite the fact that there’s this and that's about it, you're developing aura puts you there and it keeps you there and hold you there. It's all okay. But if your projector, projectors are supposed to be on the outside of the group. Directing inward, rather than being on the inside of the group and losing all their power. The moment that a projector gets into the group, is the moment that they lose their capacity to guide and become conditioned to be a slave. Most projectors in families are the family’s super slave. This is where the family puts all the pressure. This is where the family puts all the guilt. This is where the family puts the trip. This is where you’re at your never-good-enough, because you were never a manifestor, that you can never really get things done and there's all these pressures you got. All these projectors, when they go home for a family visit, they really go nuts. It's very depressing they lose their identity and that they lose their power. I always have to be careful, I’m a manifestor and what I say has impact, so you also have to see the other side. I'm not suggesting for a moment that all you, projectors be celibate, never have families, all that kind of stuff. It really isn't about that. But it really is about understanding your nature. You're at your best one-on-one. So, if you're going to go to a family gathering put yourself in the kind of situation where you don't have to sit in the middle of the puddle and get yourself dragged into a level that's not there. Make your one-on-one contacts. Deal with one person at a time. Try not to get caught in and particularly don't get in one of those situations where everybody sits around the table and says “George or Joni has a problem what should we do”? you know the kind of thing where you get dragged into the inside of that. Your guidance is never going to be accepted. It's the first thing to realize about being a projector and looking at your families, is that your families don't recognize your wisdom, don't recognize that you can be a guide. Projector children normally look at their parents and go “aha, Jesus!” This is the projector thing. You look at your parents “ah, nooo!” and you can't tell, you’re five years old, you can’t tell your mother what to do. You can’t tell her to straighten up her life. You can try, it isn't necessarily going to be effective. Never the less you can try, you can do that thing, but it's something to understand again about what it is to be a projector. I mean I know, I am a manifestor. I have a close and repelling Aurora. I'm great at family situations. I mean I don't want anybody to come near me, let alone that I'm welcomed in that kind of environment, and of course they all want you to do that kind of thing, there’s incredible disinterest that rises out the aura. We all have to accept

our nature and compensate for it intelligently. The moment that you understand any kind of mechanic basically, what you're being given is, you’ve being given a tool. You know you're being given a way of seeing. All right this is the way it works, how do I take advantage of this.

Emotions Let me talk about the emotional projector for a moment. To be an emotional being, it demands an enormous amount of discipline. The discipline is fundamentally patience. It's all about patience. If you are an emotional being you gotta wait out the wave. If you don’t wait out the wave, which is just time, then you can't, you can't be clear. But it also says something else about the dilemma of accepting a projectors life. If you're a non-emotional projector the invitation is something you can deal with in the moment, spontaneous, invitation Yes/no. It’s all there. But if you're an emotional projector, even when the invitation comes, you have to go like this: “not now… let me process it… give me time…” If you're an emotional projector, nobody can push you, nobody is allowed to push you, rush you. This is not what you're here for and that in that getting your deal, the yes-but-thing, if you're an emotional projector, you have the potential of getting the best deal of all. Because rejection is such a seduction. You are an emotional projector and somebody says to you “I want to invite you to this terrific thing and it would be great to work with you” underneath of course the subconscious is going “slave, slave, I need to slave…” whatever you know they're inviting you into this terrific thing and you go to them “I have to processes his. Very nice interesting. I'm going to process”. They want you to make that decision right then and there. This is a great offer. I'm offering you something terrific, you should be jumping at this. The reality is, by going like this, what actually happens is the other person goes away and says: “I better up the ante, I better offer them more, I better make it more exciting, it looks like they're not going to take it.” Rejection is incredibly powerful most people are afraid of it and emotional people are afraid of it the most. They are! if you are an emotional person and somebody invites you and your projector after all and they invite you, you know, there's these bells and sirens and rockets going off! It's like wow, I've been invited! I'm going to say yes right now, because if I don't say yes right now, I may have to wait the rest of my life for an invitation. That kind of thing. And then you really get into trouble. You have no idea! Emotional people… “no truth in the now, no truth in the know” your emotional, you're reading this and you have no idea what the hell's going on and you won't for months. You are going to process it through your emotional system. You know, you're on a certain place in your wave right now. Which means you're taking it in with a certain filter. That may be a good filter, a bad filter, an in between filter… Whatever the hell it is. Tomorrow the filters is different. Tomorrow how you feel about this is going to be different than what it is now. And it is going to be different the day after tomorrow and the day after that and there are certain things that you heard today, that you go “oh yeah”. Tomorrow you're going go “what was that? What was that thing that I said “oh yeah” to? I can’t remember that. That thing, what was that? Then you think hell it's lost… dammit! A week later, here in the same place in your wave that you were here when you got that “oh yeah now I got it!” It is what it is to be emotional, there is no truth in the now. If you're an emotional person you get a telephone call. You actually think you're hearing everything. You get this emotional call, you’re on the phone, you’re emotional being, all you're doing is reacting to where your wave is. So there you hear something that somebody saying that sounds bad. You never have the time to hear what's good or the rest of the conversation. All you hear is that one thing, that actually hits where you are on your wave and off you are on that part of your wave and the rest of it is lost. It's the next day or the day after you go “oh yeah but they also said”… Actually, you go through this whole thing in this whole emotional trip. Being an emotional being is about understanding that you rule! That's what it is to be emotional. Everything's on your time, nobody else. Your time, so you’re an emotional projector and somebody's got an invitation? Good for them. They can wait. If what they want is important enough for them, they ae not going to runaway! If you tell somebody to wait and they don't wait, good riddance! Cause they are never going to respect you. They're never going to treat you correctly. They're never going to see you for who you are. Every time an emotional person makes a decision in the moment, whoever they're dealing with, has lost respect for them. It’s just the way that it works. It's so easy…